Over the love of you

Sometimes, I just want to scream... to say to him "I CARE"...
but I guess this is the fate and fury of the diffident...

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"She feels the tar covering her rotten lungs
She can't breathe, she wants to scream what she feels
but he wouldn't understand anyway... 
he would only feel sympathy and walk away forever
that's why she chooses to remain silent 
she doesn't like smoking 
she doesn't like alcohol 
she doesn't like her cowardliness 

but all she can do is swallow all those harmful drugs and her pride.

Sorry, I prefer to bleed. I don't want you to know the truth, even though this burden is killing me slowly. Telling you will be more painful than dying"

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Songs that inspired me 

A great big world ft Christina Aquilera - Say something 

"Say something I'm giving up on you 
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would have followed you 

And I... will swallow my pride 
you are the one, that I love 
and I'm saying goodbye"

and "Over the love" by "Florence and the Machine"

Now there's green light in my eyes 
and my lover on my mind 
and I sing by the piano, tear my yellow dress and
Cry and Cry and Cry 

Everybody see, I love him...